Sunday, July 7, 2019

A "Gimmel Tammuz" Dream


Someone I know shared a dream:

A Caribbean man, from either Jamaica or Haiti, was a natural intuitive. He accepted his gift as divinely given and dedicated his life to using it to advise people - guiding them through their journey in time. 

He was the kind of person whom can be seen in town fairs offering spiritual services from a makeshift booth. His tools of trade were various, drawn from his culture: herbs, incense, cards, colored candles, etc. He'd travel from fair to fair; city to city, town to town, outpost to outpost - reaching as many people as he could.

One day, by the vibes of his very own intuition it dawned upon him that the next step on his journey was to join the Jewish People. Being already learned in the Bible and spiritually sensitive, his conversion journey under the auspices of Lubavitch was relatively smooth. Before long, he was a card carrying member of the Lubavitch community and devoted to the Rebbe.

With surprising ease, he adapted his vocation to Judaism as well. Gone were his previous tools of trade. He spoke the language of pure monotheism. When advising, he dressed his insights in words of Torah, mostly Scripture (as that is what he was most familiar with). 

When clients approached, he opened a partition, which opened rather dramatically. It opened as a widening circle, much like the aperture of a camera or the pupil of the eye. 

One sunny day, at a fair, he opened his dramatic partition. Confidence beamed from his face. Suddenly, he saw the Lubavitcher Rebbe approach his booth. The expression on his face went from confident to worried, as if a dark cloud swept across the bright sun.

He cringed and wondered, "Does the Rebbe not approve of my vocation? I tried to make it kosher. If I can't do this then what can I dedicate my life to doing?"

When the Rebbe came face to face with him, to his surprise nothing he was anxious over was even mentioned. The Rebbe asked pleasantly but with authoritative bearing, "Why aren't you quoting more from my teachings and from teachings about the Messiah?"

With that a wave of relief came over him. He realized that his Rebbe did not come to chastise, but to lovingly advise. The Rebbe dropped on his lap a very effective tool, one so obvious that it was utterly overlooked.

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The dreamer wondered, "Why the Lubavitcher Rebbe couched his message in a story and did not relate it to me directly?"

He wondered and wondered, but no immediate answer arrived. Then a few days later, a possible answer dawned on him.

The dreamer is a sensitive person who has emotional trouble handling criticism. For him, it comes off as rejection; either actual or potential.  Possibly, the Rebbe was being sensitive to his emotional needs and shielded him (a) by communicating the message to a third party, namely the dream character, and (b) by having the dream character model for him how to appropriately react.

Upon realizing why a dream character might have been used as his proxy, a wide smile broke out across his face.

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