----------------------------------
According to Jewish mysticism the default state of reality is "Infinity". Much Jewish mystical thought centers around, "How does a finite world exist inside an Infinite Creator?"
The question is never fully resolved. Yet, in the wake of its tension an entire cosmology unfolds.
If you really consider the question's magnitude, it should be easier for you to conceive of a naked flame dancing inside a barrel full of water than to conceive of a finite world residing inside an Infinite Creator.
Otherwise, the "Great Question" has not yet claimed you!
><><><><><><><><
Thursday, May 31, 2012
Tuesday, May 22, 2012
Flowing Between Intellect and Faith
---------------------------------------------------
This past Sabbath the Rabbi of my synagogue presented a gleaming gem from a teaching delivered by Rabbi Menachem Mendel Schneerson o.b.m. in 1962. The teaching centered around an enigmatic comment of Rashi on the verse, "If you will follow My statutes..." (Leviticus 26:3). Rashi explains that in this context "following statutes" means to toil in Torah study. Rabbi Schneerson asked, "What's the direct connection between following statutes and toiling in Torah study?"
The statutes are the Biblical commandments taken on faith. Unlike many other commandments, they're the ones which the intellect cannot produce any understanding of. Therefore, a person needs to draw on a soul level higher than intellect in order to relate to them. In the human soul, where comprehension ends, faith begins - as both comprehension and faith are separate, but, neighboring soul regions. At her uppermost boundary, intellect borders the lowermost boundary of faith. Metaphorically, if this were charted on a globe, intellect would be south and faith would be immediately north. Of course, this relationship is spiritual. Physical notions of space don't apply. However, at times a crude physical explanation makes for a good starting point.
This boundary between intellect and faith is truly elastic. Sufficient study can bring comprehension to ideas formally accepted on faith, expanding the boundary of intellect to encompass into what was once part of the soul's region of faith. True to the character of the spiritual, nothing given away is ever really lost. When a soul cedes her region of faith to intellect, she receives a new flow of even higher levels of faith. It's a single continuous download of spiritual light. The whole system spiritually lights up in a single chain of growth. In exchange for what faith gave away on her lower border, she receives fresh spiritual terrain on her upper border. Thus, she moves up the spiritual ladder.
This is exemplified by King Solomon's declaration that as hard as he tried, all his wisdom couldn't unravel the mystery of the Temple era purification rites performed with the ashes of the red heifer. Yet, precisely this mystery was understood by Moses prophetically. Moses understood what King Solomon had to take on faith. Does this mean that Moses exhausted his soul's resource of faith? Does this mean that having attained an understanding of such a great mystery that his intellect had engulfed his whole region of faith and now he was all intellect and no faith? Of course not! Moses' faith simply moved up the spiritual ladder to yet higher levels.
This isn't surprising because every answer opens doors to new questions. The more knows the more s/he realizes that s/he doesn't really know. So very often there's greater revelation of "not knowing" than actual "knowing" that accompanies a growth spurt in knowledge.
Therefore, by delving into the sweet depths of divine wisdom, one is doing something a lot more than merely accumulate new facts and intellectual approaches. One is actually growing his/her region of faith, making the soul taller by the standards of the spiritual ladder. This is similar to the way the body growth tall, in the sense that the whole body grows holistically in concert. The legs, torso and head all grow together helping the human body reach new heights. When the water level rises, so does the boat perched on the water. This is part of how studying divine wisdom works to elevate the soul.
What I take from this teaching right before the holiday of Shavuot, is a fresh perspective on the role of Torah study in our spiritual growth.
Separately, Rabbi Yosef Chaim of Bagdad o.b.m. teaches that a person who mostly devotes his daylight hours to earn a living is a soul working on faith and one who mostly devotes these hours to Torah study is a soul working on wisdom. In light of the above, shouldn't the person studying Torah be characterized as one who is working on faith? Also, if one can attain faith by studying Torah then why is there a need to work for living?
It seems to me that Rabbi Yosef Chaim is just addressing a starting point, not a goal. Both types of souls will eventually attain both gifts, faith and intellect. It's just that their growth starts at a different point. It's wiser to start any program of growth with the inner resources that a person already brings to the table. If someone is exceptionally scholarly, then starting the person on Torah makes the most sense. As explained above, this approach will eventually lead the person to grow in faith as well.
However, if a person is more experiential in nature, this means that in some sense the person already tastes the Creator in real life and therefore, is inherently less interested in books. Tasting the Creator as a real life presence is an experience of faith rather than of intellect. For a person more at home with faith than with intellect an experiential pursuit, like earning a livelihood, is a more natural starting point - as it's relating to the level where the person is holding. Eventually, the sensation of faith will well up, overflowing and flooding the person's intellect. The intellect will grow from faith and the person will understand divine wisdom as never before. Being singular and integrated, the whole soul grows together harmoniously in unison.
OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
This past Sabbath the Rabbi of my synagogue presented a gleaming gem from a teaching delivered by Rabbi Menachem Mendel Schneerson o.b.m. in 1962. The teaching centered around an enigmatic comment of Rashi on the verse, "If you will follow My statutes..." (Leviticus 26:3). Rashi explains that in this context "following statutes" means to toil in Torah study. Rabbi Schneerson asked, "What's the direct connection between following statutes and toiling in Torah study?"
The statutes are the Biblical commandments taken on faith. Unlike many other commandments, they're the ones which the intellect cannot produce any understanding of. Therefore, a person needs to draw on a soul level higher than intellect in order to relate to them. In the human soul, where comprehension ends, faith begins - as both comprehension and faith are separate, but, neighboring soul regions. At her uppermost boundary, intellect borders the lowermost boundary of faith. Metaphorically, if this were charted on a globe, intellect would be south and faith would be immediately north. Of course, this relationship is spiritual. Physical notions of space don't apply. However, at times a crude physical explanation makes for a good starting point.
This boundary between intellect and faith is truly elastic. Sufficient study can bring comprehension to ideas formally accepted on faith, expanding the boundary of intellect to encompass into what was once part of the soul's region of faith. True to the character of the spiritual, nothing given away is ever really lost. When a soul cedes her region of faith to intellect, she receives a new flow of even higher levels of faith. It's a single continuous download of spiritual light. The whole system spiritually lights up in a single chain of growth. In exchange for what faith gave away on her lower border, she receives fresh spiritual terrain on her upper border. Thus, she moves up the spiritual ladder.
This is exemplified by King Solomon's declaration that as hard as he tried, all his wisdom couldn't unravel the mystery of the Temple era purification rites performed with the ashes of the red heifer. Yet, precisely this mystery was understood by Moses prophetically. Moses understood what King Solomon had to take on faith. Does this mean that Moses exhausted his soul's resource of faith? Does this mean that having attained an understanding of such a great mystery that his intellect had engulfed his whole region of faith and now he was all intellect and no faith? Of course not! Moses' faith simply moved up the spiritual ladder to yet higher levels.
This isn't surprising because every answer opens doors to new questions. The more knows the more s/he realizes that s/he doesn't really know. So very often there's greater revelation of "not knowing" than actual "knowing" that accompanies a growth spurt in knowledge.
Therefore, by delving into the sweet depths of divine wisdom, one is doing something a lot more than merely accumulate new facts and intellectual approaches. One is actually growing his/her region of faith, making the soul taller by the standards of the spiritual ladder. This is similar to the way the body growth tall, in the sense that the whole body grows holistically in concert. The legs, torso and head all grow together helping the human body reach new heights. When the water level rises, so does the boat perched on the water. This is part of how studying divine wisdom works to elevate the soul.
What I take from this teaching right before the holiday of Shavuot, is a fresh perspective on the role of Torah study in our spiritual growth.
Separately, Rabbi Yosef Chaim of Bagdad o.b.m. teaches that a person who mostly devotes his daylight hours to earn a living is a soul working on faith and one who mostly devotes these hours to Torah study is a soul working on wisdom. In light of the above, shouldn't the person studying Torah be characterized as one who is working on faith? Also, if one can attain faith by studying Torah then why is there a need to work for living?
It seems to me that Rabbi Yosef Chaim is just addressing a starting point, not a goal. Both types of souls will eventually attain both gifts, faith and intellect. It's just that their growth starts at a different point. It's wiser to start any program of growth with the inner resources that a person already brings to the table. If someone is exceptionally scholarly, then starting the person on Torah makes the most sense. As explained above, this approach will eventually lead the person to grow in faith as well.
However, if a person is more experiential in nature, this means that in some sense the person already tastes the Creator in real life and therefore, is inherently less interested in books. Tasting the Creator as a real life presence is an experience of faith rather than of intellect. For a person more at home with faith than with intellect an experiential pursuit, like earning a livelihood, is a more natural starting point - as it's relating to the level where the person is holding. Eventually, the sensation of faith will well up, overflowing and flooding the person's intellect. The intellect will grow from faith and the person will understand divine wisdom as never before. Being singular and integrated, the whole soul grows together harmoniously in unison.
OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
Monday, May 21, 2012
Mother Bird !
---------------------------------------------------------
Let's hope that this happens very very soon!
Why
is there a commandment in the Torah to send away a mother bird before taking
her fledglings or eggs?
These
are my understandings:
(A)
On the basic level, it's an act of compassion for the mother bird not to expose
her to the sight of her fledglings or eggs being taken. We live in a world
where people still eat meat (whether we should or not at this particular stage
in history is questionable). Regardless of the amazing spiritual elevations
created through eating meat, there's still something tragic about ruining the
life of a creature to do it. Therefore, when we do it in the most compassionate
possible way, as in Judaism's method of ritual slaughter or sending a mother
bird away from her nest, we are demonstrating our reluctance to participate of
an act that pains another creature and our hopes that ultimately we won't have
to seek our nutrition through means that require resorting to such an
act.
(B)
I have heard quoted from the Zohar that as compassionate as the act is to spare
the mother bird from the sight of her offspring being taken, she still cries
bitterly over the separation from them. Her cries ascend to heaven and the Creator
is reminded about His own separation from His first born children scattered like dust throughout the Diaspora. This arouses His compassion to work on gathering the Jewish People and bring them home - to the Holy Land.
Let's hope that this happens very very soon!
Shavuah
Tov :)
Sunday, May 20, 2012
Holy from the Womb
--------------------------------
I awoke this Shabbos morning with a line from a song about Rebbe Ya'akov Abuchatzeirah, playing in my head, "He was holy from the womb. He was gracious to the needy and compassionate."
I reflected to myself,"Do you know how he was known by others to have been holy from the womb? Because he was truly gracious to the needy and compassionate. That was their sign."
Let's learn from his ways. Shavuah Tov U'Mivorach :)
Here's a link to the song. Enjoy !
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hzV-I2kSJWI&feature=relmfu
I awoke this Shabbos morning with a line from a song about Rebbe Ya'akov Abuchatzeirah, playing in my head, "He was holy from the womb. He was gracious to the needy and compassionate."
I reflected to myself,"Do you know how he was known by others to have been holy from the womb? Because he was truly gracious to the needy and compassionate. That was their sign."
Let's learn from his ways. Shavuah Tov U'Mivorach :)
Here's a link to the song. Enjoy !
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hzV-I2kSJWI&feature=relmfu
Monday, May 14, 2012
Reasons for the World’s Creation:
__________________________________________________
At about age fifteen, I mustered the courage to ask a Rabbinic
advisor what I imagined to be the world’s most difficult theological question,
“Who created the Creator?”
The broad smile that gently swept across his face already
signaled to me that my question wasn’t particularly new or inventive. I was
merely walking along a path already well beaten by a long line of seekers
before me. He then proceeded to unravel my question with an ease that matched
the buoyancy of his smile. While I was entranced, he spoke, “Time is a mere
creation. Since the Creator is not bound by His own creations, He’s beyond the
framework of time. Without time, there’s no before or after anything,
let alone a before or after the Creator. Therefore, the Creator
never needed to be created.”
I treasure this very memorable episode because not only did it
answer a very big question, but, it also for the very first time taught me
something else very big; namely, that which on the surface seems integral to
the core fabric of reality might not necessarily be integral at all. Instead of
being a feature of the Creator, it may be a feature of creation; emerging as a
later stage in the ongoing saga of creation. The whole reason why my question
loomed so large was because deep down I imagined time as an integral feature of
the Creator Himself, like beingness, existence, oneness and infinity.
Later
on, I learned that not only time, but other abstract phenomena in the
background of our daily lives, share the distinction of appearing very
“pre-creation”, when in fact they weren’t even present at creation’s initial
impulse. Like time, they emerged as a further development as creation unfolded.
Among these phenomena are space, spiritual realms and logic.
I
remember finding it quite a surprise to encounter mystical teachings that
treated logic as just another tool in the Creator’s vast toolbox to “draft n’
craft” creation with. Certainly, it was not being viewed as something that
always was or even will be.
Since
logic is among the phenomena that emerged along with the creation, asking why
the universe was created is truthfully an artificial question. Questioning
"Why?" presupposes the the presence of logic. However, logic had not
yet emerged as of the initial impulse of creation. Logic was awaiting for its
birth along with the spiritual realms, angels, trees, mountains, sky and
planets. In a sense, asking such a question is like asking a child why did he
birth his own father? Such a question is backwards because it’s a serious
confusion of cause and effect.
Yet, the Torah sages have classically advanced various reasons
for the creation of the universe. Probably, because they found value in trying
to approximate the initial impulse of creation within the more limited scope of
logic, even if imperfectly.
The limits on such an attempt are reminiscent of the ancient
Indian tale of a group of blind men trying to describe an elephant. One man
held the trunk and shared that an elephant is like a snake. Another touched its
tusk and shared that an elephant is like a sword. Yet, another touch the
elephant’s leg and claimed that an elephant is like a pillar. Several others,
touched other body parts claiming that an elephant is other things entirely.
However, none of the blind men accurately described the entire elephant. Each
just perceived and shared the fragment of the truth that he was exposed to.
This
is what occurs when the holy sages try to capture the brightness of pre-logic
in a vessel of logic. Logic’s inadequate grasp on pre-logic, results in a
partial grasp at best. Pre-logic is way too big to fit into logic. Logic merely
casts spotlights illuminating select facets of creation’s initial impulse,
without ever lighting up the whole picture.
So
why did the holy sages seek to convey this unbounded initial impulse logically?
Why fetter this impulse in chains of logic? Why not leave it alone to run free?
Quite possibly, they were driven by their yearning to properly guide humanity.
Whatever a person accepts as the ultimate goal of creation will become mirrored
as his/her central spiritual goal; subsequently, guiding all of his/her
spiritual activity. For the sake offering people real spiritual direction, they
delved into what they knew was a partial viewing, yielding imperfect results.
As with the blind men’s attempt to describe an elephant, our sages through the
ages have arrived at a string of correct answers with no single answer
expressing the full story.
Though
I’m sure there are more Rabbinic explanations for why creation happened, here
some I’ve encountered in my Torah education thus far:
(1)
“All is created for His glory”. Most often, this phrase is chanted at weddings
as part of the matrimonial blessings intoned under the canopy. So much about a
wedding, reaches to the very heights of the human capacity for pleasure. Yet,
early on in the ceremony there’s this sobering remark reminding the attendees
about the real reason for their presence. They have come to partake in a
poignantly holy moment. All the pleasures associated with the event are
designed to enhance the holiness of the moment with celebration. They aren’t
designed to indulge. So, please don’t get carried away.
The
notion that the whole creation was made for the Creator’s glory beckons a
person to be cautious with every moment of life. Every detail in life, whether
an object, living being, encounter, scenario or situation, is a “royal
possession” belonging exclusively to the Creator - not to be toyed with for
personal indulgence.
(2)
Early in his work “The Way of G-d”, Rabbi Moshe Chaim Luzzatto comments that
the Creator desires to bestow kindness. His yearning to do kindness led to the
creation of a creature particularly suited to receive His kindness - namely, a
human being. In order to design a human being to become the proper the recipient of His kindness, He also
created the world as we know it to house him/her in. So the whole creation was
designed to sustain the human being in this role; pretty much, like an earthly
king designs and builds a castle particularly suited to house his queen.
The
Talmud (Shabbat 153b) teaches that human spiritual growth comes through
imitating the Creator’s ways. This echoes the Biblical commandment Deuteronomy
28:9 “And you shall walk in His ways”. When properly internalized, the
Creator’s preoccupation with kindness becomes a rallying call for humans to
follow His lead and take up His cause of doing kindness; thereby, centering
their own spiritual lives around doing kindness.
Space
doesn’t exist spiritually the way it does physically. In spiritual terms, space
is defined by similarity or dissimilarity. When two entities resemble each other, they
are similar, they are said to be close to each other. When they
don’t resemble each other, they are dissimilar, and are said to be distant
from each other. This is the underlying logic of why imitating the Creator’s
ways, especially His kindness, brings a person closer to the Him. By doing
something similar to what the Creator does, the person in his/her own
small way has become more similar to the Creator and thereby, becoming closer
Him.
Kindness
can take be expressed in a wide varieties of forms: philanthropy, volunteer
work, a listening ear, free advice, hosting guests, a kind word, finding work
for people, cheering up the ill, etc. Mainly, it’s about crafting the world
into a truly sweeter place for someone else - just like the Creator constantly
does.
(3)
“...That the Creator created to do.” (Genesis 2:3) This verse informs humans
that we are designed to be co-creators. There are also other verses in the
creation story that suggest this role, such as, “... rule over every fish in
the sea and over every bird in the sky and over every wild beast that walks
upon the earth.” (ibid 1:28) or “...the Creator has not yet caused rain to fall
on the land for there was no human to work the soil.” (ibid 2:5)
We
were created to co-create. The Creator created creation “perfectly imperfect”.
He kindly left us a raw unfinished corner of His magnificent work to complete.
We were handed a mostly completed puzzle, with a bit left off for our
participation. If life came to humans perfectly complete, we would find it very
stifling and boring. Our beautiful talents and abilities would have absolutely
no arena of expression - rendering, our very existence meaningless. We would
feel like we have been created for nothing. That’s why being given important
projects to do is a most amazing blessing. It literally provides us not only
with means of building life, family, community and country, but also with the
means of personal happiness and dignity.
(4)
One of my favorite reasons for creation is advanced at right at the onset of
the holy work, "Tree of Life", by Rabbi Chaim Vital (1543-1620) - the
closest disciple of the most celebrated Kabbalist Rabbi Isaac Luria
(1534-1572). In this passage Rabbi Vital explains that the whole purpose of
creation is for humans to experience a relationship with the Creator through
His divine names, attributes, potentials and actions; thereby, imbuing these
divine forces with meaning.
For
example, what’s the meaning of the divine attribute of compassion if there’s no
one to be compassionate to? So the Creator created humans with imperfections
and now there was definite meaning to His attribute of compassion.
In
Rabbi Chaim Vital’s own words:
[The Sages] said that the reason [for creation] was because He
needed to be complete in all his deeds, potentials and in all His names of
greatness, esteem and honor. Had He not brought out His capacities and
potentials into work and deed, it would be, as if, He would not have been
called "complete", neither in His deeds, nor in His names, nor in His
appellations.
For instance, the "great name" which is the four
letters of Y-H-V-H, is called so because it points to the eternity of His
existence; past, present and future - before creation, during creation and
after it will revert to what it was. Had the creation of the universes, and all
they contain, not been, then the eternity of His existence would
not be discernible: in past, present and future. Thus, He would no longer be called,
"Y-H-V-H".
So too with the name "Adnus" [i.e. Mastery]. He's
called so because [the name] demonstrates mastery. He has servants and He's a master
over them. If there weren't created beings, He would never be able to be called
by the name "Master".
Similarly, with the rest of the names.
The same would apply to His appellations, like: compassionate,
graceful and patient. He would not be called by them unless the world is
populated with creations. It is only then that His works and potentials can
emerge, allowing Him to be called "whole in all His works and
potentials", as well as, "whole in all His names and appellations",
without any imperfections, heaven forbid.
This underlying reason for creation is well founded in the Holy
Zohar (see Parshat Pinchas P.257B), "The 13th commandment is the Shema
affirmation. It's meant to be known that He is called wise in all kinds of
wisdom and understanding in all kinds of understandings ... However, before He
created the world, He was referred to by all these levels on account of the
creation which He will later create. For if the world wasn't going to be
populated with creatures then why would He be called compassionate or judge? It
could only be on account of the future creations..."
Another similar quote in the Holy Zohar (see Parshat Bo P.52),
"Had His light not been cast over all His creations, how would He be
known, how would the verse (Isaiah 6:3) '...His glory fills the entire earth'
be fulfilled?"
Essentially, the whole purpose of creation is to give meaning to
His divine names and all the forces that flow from them - like His potentials,
appellations and deeds. However, what’s
unstated, but, implied in the midst of Rabbi Chaim Vital’s explanation is that
there are certain instances where the divine names and forces are only
completed when humans invoke them. This becomes almost self evident when one
considers that it’s likely that the main goal of the book “Tree of Life” is to
lay down the groundwork for an education in the meditative usage of divine
names. Therefore, it make sense that every passage in this deeply mystical
work, including one above, speaks from the framework of this goal.
In
the unique cases when divine names are designated for human invocation, their
capacity for human involvement is part of their meaning and purpose. If they’re
not invoked by humans and instead are left to be wielded entirely by the
Creator, their meaning and purpose has been compromised.
This scenario can be compared to a loving father who is grooming
his almost grown son to participate in his business. As part of his son’s
involvement, he assigns him a project to complete. This is a project that the father
has done many times himself and is more than capable of doing on his son’s
behalf. However, he wants his son to be a part of his operation and therefore,
had specially reserved the project for him. If the son does not follow through
on the project and instead, leaves it for his father to work on, the underlying
meaning and purpose of the project has been compromised.
Like the son being groomed for participate in his father’s
business, the Creator wants the truly saintly to participate in spiritual workings
of His creation. Therefore, He allowed them opportunities to invoke His names
and be His partner in creation on this particular level.
This is really a Kabbalistic extension of the co-creator notion,
mentioned earlier. The standard notion of being a co-creator includes building
up the tangible world by contributing materially, biologically, artistically
and intellectually . The Kabbalistic version of co-creation involves actively
working with spiritual forces, like divine names, to improve the spiritual
structures of the greater cosmos; thereby, enhancing the flow of blessings that
reach humanity from the higher realms.
(5)
In his very first teaching as the newly installed Lubavitcher Rebbe, Rabbi
Menachem Mendel Schneerson explained that the purpose of creation is “To make a
dwelling below”. Though his predecessors also commented widely on this notion,
its central role during his inaugural address, underscored that this is going
to be a dominant theme under his leadership. With the conceptual and devotional
force of this message he launched a global movement, a call to activism, to
transform the world into a place where the Creator can comfortably “dwell”.
What
does it mean to transform the world into a “dwelling below” for the Creator? It
means that the Creator feels at home in the physical realm. Until that time,
the Creator behaves as if He’s uncomfortable here and tries to
disassociate Himself with what happens on the earthly realm. Of course, this is
an act. He’s always perfectly aware of everything that occurs and ultimately,
everyone is tended to according to his/her deeds. However, He designed the
world in a way that it looks like He’s not constantly responding to us, even
though He really is.
This
is why people often have trouble identifying which of their previous deeds are
being mirrored back to them in their life occurrences. Sometimes this effort
can be even more challenging, as the occurrences might be reflecting a past
life event; Obscuring, what is being mirrored back, behind a veil of a blockage
to past life memories.
However,
when the world is transformed into a “dwelling below”, the Creator can feel at
home in His creation and among His creatures. Consequently, the act will no
longer need to continue. Then messianically directed Biblical verses like,
“...for the land will be filled with the knowledge of the Creator as waters
cover the seabed.” (Isaiah 11:9) or “It will happen that I will pour out my
spirit on all flesh, your sons and daughters shall prophesy...” (Joel 3:1) will
become our day to day experiences. In affect, our realm will become an earthly
version of heaven paradise, alive with divine revelations!
This
whole transformation seems so amazing, but, what role do humans play in
bringing this age to fruition? The
Talmud (Berachot 10A) states that just like a soul fills a body, so too the
[light of the] Creator fills the universe. The Creator’s light serves as the
soul of the universe. By human beings, the more intensely the soul illuminates
the body, the more alive the person is. Similarly, the more intensely divine
light fills our physical universe, the more alive our universe becomes.
Jewish
mysticism teaches that these two parallels, the human being and the universe,
are deeply linked. The human soul is a bit of the divine light
vitalizing the universe. The human body is a bit of the universe being
vitalized. When one more intensely unites these two bits, simultaneously
s/he more intensely unites their two wholes; the divine light and our universe
- as the bits are continuous with their larger selves. Pulling on one
tiny corner of a blanket, pulls the entire blanket. Within the entire span of
creation, from the highest angel to the humblest pebble, only humans can affect
this amazing union. How?
The
soul has five basic levels. Generally speaking, only the lower three are active
in the daily arena of human life - they are most familiar to us as our
biological vitality, our emotional self/personality and our intellect. However,
there are another two higher levels that are more difficult to reach for. They
are our intuitions and deep seated volition. Manifesting these two levels,
beyond our intellects, will bring a much fuller soul presence into our lives,
allowing more soul light will illuminate our bodies. Since our souls are really
part of the divine light flowing through creation, by drawing down our souls
closer towards our bodies, we are simultaneously drawing down the universe’s
soul closer to illuminate the physical universe - leading to a long desired
transformation of our physical universe into a sweet paradise.
By
accessing as high up in our souls as we can; namely, by accessing our deeply
inner volition, we become participants in this transformation. One way to
identify our inner volition is to ask ourselves the following question, “Let’s
say you have just won the lottery, guaranteeing that you will not have to work
another day in your life. How would you spend the rest of your days?”
Naturally,
since most of us have long pent up desires to try many interesting things,
which at one time seemed off limits, our first wave of answers might not be the
most altruistic. We might hear ourselves wishing to indulge ourselves with a
trip to a favorite vacation spot, a tour the various countries, getting
involved in recreation, trying out exotic pleasures, etc.
Ok
... so play out the first wave of wishes in your fantasies. Close your eyes and
see yourself finally enjoying the pleasures you’ve long dreamed of. Now imagine
that some time has passed and they are tried, enjoyed, overdone and now watch
them grow repetitively old hat and boring. Now what do you want to do? You are
still left with the question of what to do with yourself? How to make your life
meaningful? Maybe, the answer to this question will come with the second wave
(if not repeat the exercise three or four times until the outer layers of self
indulgence peel away and only your soul’s actual yearnings remain).
Deep
down, no human being wants to spend an entire life just wallowing in pleasures
- even if it’s comfortably affordable and perfectly safe to do. At some point,
we all deep down yearn to make a nice contribution to the world. In accessing
our precious inner yearnings, we expose our volition to give, it was just
lurking beneath the layers. Now the key to the deepest layers of our souls is
discovered. Once exposed, we each become mini-messiahs ready to actively
bring about the positive changes which will transform our world.
At this moment some words of caution is in
order. When we open up to our deepest and sweetest drives, some of us may
discover that our life situations don’t fully support what we suddenly long to
do. The obstacles can be various. They might include be our responsibilities,
our roles, financial status, location, vocation, family members, etc.
These
obstacles are usually not designed to bust through. Usually, they are part of
the divinely designed pattern of one’s life. If one manages to bust through
such obstacles, s/he may find that in the long run s/he did not make any more
progress in bringing his/her deepest soul dreams into fruition than had s/he
simply embraced the “obstacles” as tools to build the dream. Quite possibly,
the Creator does not grant blessing to approaches which compromise His work. The universe was created to be settled.
Instead of breaking up one’s life pattern, one is encouraged to work with it by
finding expression for his/her lofty spiritual yearnings within the settled
framework of his/her life.
Over
a century ago there was a man who deeply yearned to move from Eastern Europe to
the Land of Israel. He asked his Rabbinic advisor what to do. His Rabbi
responded, “Make Israel here!”
The
Rabbi obviously recognized that the man was caught in a conflict between two
inner forces, his yearnings to move to the Holy Land and a life pattern of
local attachment. It was impossible to satisfy both at once. The Rabbi’s
carefully constructed advice honored both callings by finding a local
expression for the man’s yearnings for the Holy Land. Similarly, if one’s newly
discovered soul yearnings seem to conflict with his/her life situation then one
solution might be to visit a competent spiritual coach.
(6)
In his work “Lights of Dew”, Rabbi Yaakov Meir Shpielman quotes the Maggid of
Mezritch’s explanation for creation, “Once He saw the deeds of the saintly, He
was overwhelmed with a passion to create the world”. The underlying message
here is that attaining saintliness places one directly in the center of
creation’s main purpose.
This
concept is echoed by the song praising Rabbi Shimon Bar Yochai, “Let us make
man’ was uttered for your sake”. In other words, the entire humanity was
worth creating just for the sake of one exceptionally saintly individual, Rabbi
Shimon Bar Yochai.
In
this scenario the initial impulse of creation is depicted as having nothing to
do with pleasing the creation, only the Creator. Creation is for His pleasure
only. Everyone who's on the track towards attaining saintliness must leave
aside all yearnings for personal pleasures, even spiritual ones, in order to
selflessly identify with the Creator’s pleasure. Ultimately, the only real way
to attain such an awareness is to leave aside the illusion of self and with
one’s whole self know that all’s Him!
After
stringing together these six reasons for creation on paper, it dawned on me
that these six might be the way the various levels of the human soul relate to
and process the meaning of the initial impulse of creation.
In
a general sense these are the various soul levels (from bottom to top): The lowest
level is called nefesh. It’s the level of the soul with the most bodily
contact and can be called the “biological” level of the soul. The next level up
is called ruach. It’s the human
personality and the seat of our emotional self. Then comes the neshoma
level. Its the rational level of the soul. The part of us that processes logic
and abstract thinking. Edging beyond
logic is the chaya level of the soul. This is our inner intuitive or
mystic. Yet higher is our yechida soul level pulsating with our volitional
drive. The yechida’s higher inner
space is filled with ta’anug - the spiritual pleasure which comes from
changing the world for the better. Let’s examine how each of the six reasons
might be the way a particular soul level relates to and processes the meaning
of the initial impulse of creation.
“All’s
created for His glory” seems to be a nefesh approach towards handling
the big question of creation. Just like in the wedding example, it’s a reminder
of what the physical pleasures that the body enjoys is for. Worldly pleasures
are really the royal possession of the King of the universe. Therefore,
involvement with these pleasures should ideally only be for enhancing the
King’s glory.
“The
creation of the world to perform kindness” seems like a ruach approach
for processing this question. The core of the human personality and emotional
self interacts and transacts in the currency of kindness. This aspect of
the inner self both receives and gives in acts of love, caring and contact.
Business is successful for this part of ourselves when she’s in the midst of a
very dynamic flow of love and kindness.
“Becoming
a partner in creation” seems like a neshoma approach. Here the rational
mind learns skills and uses them as part of a calculated effort to improve
human life; in effect, continuing the process of creation.
“Usage
of divine names” is how the chaya soul level engages the purpose of
creation. This level begins to move up and edge away from rationality. The
human contact with the spiritual is essentially beyond the rational. It’s more
of an intuitive connection to spiritual forces, which at times defies the
limits of logic.
“Making
a dwelling below” is how the yechida level expresses its perception of
creation’s purpose. The human volition
at its core, wants to contribute to redeeming our lowly realm from its state of
estrangement with having open access to divine light and transform the earthly
into a normative home for the bliss of divine revelation. As naturally as
planet earth receives sunlight she should receive divine light.
“Pleasuring
in the deeds of the saintly” really seems to speak to a higher level within yechida.
On this level the yechida’s volition is not yet developed because she
has not yet differentiated from her higher source. Instead, she’s still one
within her source and feels what her source feel. The waves of pleasures that
pulse through her source, pulse through her as well. Therefore, when her source
feels pleasure in the deeds of the saintly, she too feels the pleasure as well
and yearns to implement it. This yearning to implement the pleasure, is what
motivates her to differentiate into a separate soul identity with a volition
that mirrors her source’s pleasure. With this volition she now has the
motivation to carry down the higher vision of saintliness into our lowly realm
- making the pleasure real!
While
all these reasons for creation have their place, it’s important to remember
that they’re all trying to grapple with a pre-logical reality which is beyond
them. They’re like six blind men trying to describe a huge elephant. None of
them can gain a perception beyond what the limits of their senses
relay. As a result, none have the full picture. That’s why none of these reason
for creation, even when added together, can possibly do justice to the initial
impulse of creation.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~O~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Sunday, May 6, 2012
Be Holy!
In last week's Torah portion we read, "Be holy for I am Holy."
The Lubavitcher Rebbe, Rabbi Menachem Mendel Scheerson, asked, "When is a person really distinguished as holy?"
He continued, "Of course, devotional activities like Torah study and synagogue prayer are very holy. However, a person is really distinguished as holy when s/he's in the midst of a mundane activity: like eating, drinking and earning a livelihood. When s/he performs an activity in common with everyone else, but, does it in a uniquely holy way, this is truly a distinguishing mark of holiness."
~~~~~~~~~~~~O~~~~~~~~~~~
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)